hello hello! :D It's been what...? 10 hours since my flight and I'm in Singapore. greetings by the way. :D

I finally found the entertainment section but it really isn't all that fun :S nothing much >(

anywayy// just wanted to drop by to say hi! :)\
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two more days! >D

Well hello. This is gonna be the last post till God knows when. I'll be leaving Melb soon. :( So sad! But the stay here was good. The wedding, wetlands, sitting at home playing games with brother and brother-in-law... All good. :) Gonna miss it but i'll see them in Penang next week! HAHA!

Yes, we brothers show love by war! Not affection but war!

It hurts oh so much... The pain... The continuous pain that comes from the tin can. The cut that's oh so very deep in... I took off the plaster this morning, and saw that the cut is still open but it has stopped bleeding a little. Maybe a leak or so. As taking the band aid off.. It hurts i tell you. It truly does hurt. Not being able to do things with two hands is a sore. It's a pain in the ass... (more like thumb) Seriously it hurts. I feel that somebody is trying to hurt me to prevent me from doing the miraculous things that are planned for me. The things that are ahead of me, the events that could touch the lives of many. Will i be able to do it? Or do i have to get stitches? .__________.

Catching up with you, is all i could ever do now.Waiting, just waiting for you ahead of time. :)

Just a few more days! A few more days! x3 more like a week though.. Hahaha :D

Greetings from Aussie mate. :) arrived here on the 4th of dec. The time you see posted when i posted this post is Malaysian time xD. So actually, it's almost 2am here. LOL! Sister's garden wedding is in like... 15 hours and i'm excited. And bored at the same time! Bored cause I don't really have friends to talk to. Lolz.... the friends i have in melb are my sister's friends. And I get along well with those who have the games and all. Hehhh... but enough of that. The so called "free wireless network" in Changi Airport is a ripoff. >( RIPOFF i tell youuu!!! I wanted to use the internet using my dad's laptop, but noooooo, need to payyyyy.... Gahhh.. What is that man? Then I have to walk and find a computer just to use. x3 That's where the plurks and tweets were. heheh...

Besides that, a few people, including my siblings, asked who i was. You know why? Cause, I'm the tallest in my family! And I'm only 14! I'll be 15 in 9 days time, :) I'm so proud of that. Hahah but they're academically successful, so I'll have to do that too just to be even. :) And I have to build up my body soon. I feel so skinny. D: But nonetheless, fun fun fun in Australia! The air is fresh, cool and amazing I tell you. No pollution, though the cars get dusty very fast. But if you put all that aside, you'll get air you will NEVER EVER find in Malaysia. Honestly, why can't Malaysia use the catalytic converters or something in their cars? It is catalytic converters right? The exhaust that comes out of the buses don't smell that bad as those in Penang. Gosh... do the drivers in Penang even service their vehicles?

It's good to see the family again. The whole family, not just mum and dad, but the whole family. Sister and brothers, good to see em. My in laws are awesome. Their old house has a xbox and Nintendo Wii and the new house, my sister's place has a xbox 360. awesome i tell you. xD
Till here i shall post. Pictures shall be up when I get my internet and i get home. :) Tataaa

Kangaroo for your thoughts. :)

Hey, it's been some time since I've really updated eh? Yeah well... Things have been going pretty well till... well.. this morning (Friday) ... I'll explain later. And no, my spacebar is not working. Using my dad's netbook. Anyway... being in Form 3 really has taught me something. But i don't know what that is yet. Haha... And today's the last day of school for all primary and secondary school students. Those upper level ones, sorry la. hahaha And honestly, it's gonna be a dull and boring holiday. Most of the holidays were like this anyway. So I don't really mind. All i need is money and some friends, and fun-dom here I come.

The Time Traveler's Wife is a nice show. Some chick flick kinda show. I didn't mind. I went to watch with a friend. And guess what? Out of the many seats that were in the box, only the two of us were in the whole cinema. Awesome no? But we couldn't take a picture cause it was too dark. And if we did take it after the movie, none of you would believe. xD so there you have it. Had fun going out with that friend. xD such a crazy and loving fella xD.

Guess what! AGAIN. x3 Today, i was supposed to do the Recess Revo thing before school ended. And you know what? After ALL that PLANNING, i DIDN'T WAKE UP. == nobody even woke me up in the morning. I'm like what the heck? T_T... and the project was Project Nasi Lemak. if you talk in Anna's language, (sorry anna. xD) it'll be Project KAMEL ISAN. xD sounds funny don't you think? xD yeahh.. I do hope that the guys did it. Cause the nasi lemak's with them, not me. I'm such a lousy coordinator -.- .....

Well, I guess that's it. Anyone up for 2012 and The Christmas Carol and New Moon? Give me a call. :) Pay for me if you have to. xD Till then, see you. Will update sometime soon or till I get my new computer. :D Thank you daddy and Daddy! :D

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If you're smart, which I think you all are, you'll know why I posted this as 3rd century. :) figure out yourself and either leave a comment on the post itself, or the chatbox on your right. Very soon, in around 11 hours time, I'll be playing one of the scariest games made in history. DEAD SPACE

My friend and I are gonna scare the shit out of ourselves when we play this game. Even though we play it together, we're still gonna be scared like hell. Well, till here then. I can make up to 50 posts in a month if I want, but no. =) Bye all!

Do I even want to believe?

Do I even want to care?

Do I even wanna go on?

If I could, I'd leave.

Why bother fixing things that aren't worth fixing? Sometimes I wished that I never had things that i could have. I wish that things were different. I wish that things would just shoot me in the shoulder. To feel pain like others. To be thrown to the wall, fighting for my life. Live or die, kill or die. Survive or get eaten. If I had to be poor and work my way up, I'd have it. Sometimes I wished I never had a house this big, never had a computer, never had a guitar, never had friends that actually care. To protect, you'd have to sacrifice and risk.

I don't see the reason why I get all these blessings and gifts. I might be better off not knowing things. I do wonder what my life was like if I wasn't Christian. Never knowing the life that lies beyond, the life that is all white and gold. Sometimes, you and I both wished we never had a family. Running away doesn't solve anything. What to do? Just shut the hell up and smile. :) Things in this life really make me doubt, even as a christian, whether there is a God. things just aren't right now. Things piss me off now. Even my friends, I don't even know whether I have the right groups. Church, school, floorball, the outer circle. What sick hopes do I get? Destroying every single hope I get, gets crushed. Every single love I get, I let go. Every blessing I get, I want to give it away.

I don't know what's worse. Fighting with your dad or fighting with your brother. Either way, I lose. I hate losing, but I hate it when people don't even listen to a word I say and they blame me. Not as if the whole family cares right? The youngest opinion is never heard. I don't get why my family and other families are so different. Kids can get so well in touch with their parents, while i just drift away. Do I really want to care?

Things have gotten worse. What use do I have? Being called useless...

Yes, from the title post you know I'm mad. Freaking mad. Why? I don't even wanna talk about it. I mean... What's there to talk about? When you have everlasting dreams which don't come true, never ending wants that you can't get, people you wish you could get through but can't. Everything pisses me off. Even the days after PMR makes me mad. Am I just plain crazy? Or have I lost my sanity? I have no idea. In fact, I don't really care.

What's to be of my results when i get them after Christmas? Would it be bad? Would it be good? Would the people around me treat me differently because of my results? I don't know ok? And i DON'T care. If you people treat me like trash, I'll treat you like trash. You don't like me? tell it to me in my face. Straight in my face and I'll give you the answer. Damn it, so what? I'm different. You can't expect me to be the same like everyone else. Might as well just be mindless robots. Some people just can't handle the truth. I can handle it. What are you afraid for? If people missed just one A, they'll cry. Again... SO WHAT!? It won't kill you for God's sake....

If the world were to end now, I'd be the first one to say I'm glad it's over. Lets be judged and get it over with. What would the rest say? Some would go Oh God! Don't let it be over! I haven't had sex yet! ; I haven't even did something unimaginable! ; I haven't even gotten married. [I know this cause they're from friends] What are you gonna be saying? Even i'm not prepared. But people will always say... Die die la. (: I wouldn't mind.

You want trash talk, I'll give you trash talk.

Life is going on and on and on and on and on and on..... What's there to say? Well...

-Internet's been hanging like sh!t ever since that earthquake. So I guess that that's the reason why it's so sucky. But I still blame streamyx. How can it hang an average of 5 times a day? Damn
man

-Currently learning how to play God Knows - Aya Hirano. Crazy awesome guitar parts.
You can watch it here

-I'm feeling very very bipolar nowadays. Can get mad very easily. And my mood changes from time to time. I guess it has something to do with the absence of my computer and also the bloody freakin internet.

-I can't get over some people.

-I hate the scouts at my school. Always ask us to do the work. Bloody seniors have no respect for the juniors. How you expect us to respect you huh? Use brains sikit la. Our scouts no hope already. What do we learn? NOTHING.

I guess that's mostly it. Nothing new except that I've been going to Queensbay more and more. x3 Watched a couple of movies.... Cloudy with A Chance of Meatballs with ma sister, Where Got Ghost, Pandorum , and Surrogates with Leon and Kean Lee. Leon and Kean Lee are awesome. x3 they can agree to anything if you ask them to go. Next show on the list is most probably 2012 and Phobia 2 if we can get in. Time to try out my weapon. =X

Can't get over you.
It's hard to let go.
Once you're addicted to something, you're doomed.

Okay okay. I know it's late. But I said that I would do this either later in the night or while I'm not currently inhabited by my own games. Yes, i'm taking the trouble to press my spacebar hard. So anyway... This is to my dear sister and friend who's leaving either on Sunday or Monday to Malacca to study. :( Gonna miss her loads man. D:

I've said most of the things in CG already. (: but if you insist.xD

What can I say? She's a great person to be with. Can be emo at times, and sometimes ignorant to messages cause she's busy (don't blame you, you busy person you xD) , errhh... Great leader , lover of Jesus ,sister ,friend, a lover to "someone" LOL... And uhh... well... fun to be with la. Very loving and caring and well... lawak at times. x) Thanks for the times we've spent together.Really meant a lot though we didn't really meet up much besides church and CG. Not gonna see you for sometime dah.... Time really passes by very very fast. And soon,you'll graduate and be an official engineer! :D So proud of you. hahaha :D Love you sis. :) Take care aite?

Yes.. I think this is the one out of very little pictures I have with her. Oh well... Next time lah. haha.

Once again.. take care and don't be afraid! For your Lord your God will be with you. :)

On a separate occasion , I found a new DotA buddy. x3 He's professional man. Awesome stuff. I always come in 3rd. :( Oh well. Learn from the best.

Baru habis playing DotA with a friend. Show you results

Really.bo.bin.ah... Haih....

Lalalala.... :) I'm bored. But I get to see my someone after so long.xD she's not mine la... :)
Oh.oh.... One of my friend is asking me for porn sites . == Nutz.that.fella...